Entry 56: Before I go to sleep..

Things girls don't realize....

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

(like girls don't)

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

(I bet it's the new era.. Girls might be the same too!)

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

(I go crazy over Boney's smile too! It's retardedly cute xD)

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

(Why not girls? See how scantily they appear ^.^)

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

(So you think girls don't? -.-)

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

(As if a girl wants to NOT be the only girl u talk to =_=")

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

(Omg.. constantly asking Boney for assurance. U betcha girls need it too!)

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

(oh dear.. some of both genders do still think they are the GEMS even if it means Bitch/Bastard)

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

(oh please~ think girls is BEST at wild imagination too xP )

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

(vice versa. Love is blind. W/o eyes = biggest flaw)

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

(like? o.O? and as I mentioned.. new era. Anything happens even if it is a SHE *winks*)

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

(according to my course of study, what children or in this case we teens/adults need is NEVER advice or preach.. just a listening ear ^^ prompting us in finding our own solutions)

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

(I suppose girls do that too? ^^v)

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

(gosh. this is it. The worst sentence. Place your love on weighing machine please! -___-")

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

(Ok, suppose a guy sees this.. he will start complimenting w/o a truthful meaning.. )

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

(oh yeah? The one during ONS is the door then. W/o assets, girls = not attractive to guys. But of course, not with a RUHUA face la. duh.)

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

(I guess this is SM? o.O? )

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

(HELLO! This occurs for both sides eh! dots)

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

(hmm I'm used to Boney's stupidity. So.. No comments =D )

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

(I'm not good at hiding my emotions.. so, same no comments ^^ )

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

(I think girls' craziness beats guys. They jump and yell when they see the guy they are crazy about)

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.

(Oh oh.. I meant that too! xP )

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

(hmm. Talking in r/s might not be a bad thing. Boney and I do have talks whenever we're both unhappy bout something)

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

(I will say THANK YOU! why deny? xD beauty lies in the eyes of beholder~~)

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

(Maybe he is wondering why is the fly on your nose ^.* )

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

(More problems? Ya, those who loves being Ah Bengs that is. )

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

(give up easily? gosh.. then why do some of both genders take up the dare?)

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

(I think I talk more bout girls too. hahah)

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

(Some say guys are more introvert towards expressing. So what makes them "predictable?" )

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

(ok, I think my eng may sucks. I dont understand what is the right nut for -.- Peanut? Walnut?)

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

(yes!!! STUBBORN is the word! Applies to BONEY! xP )

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

(I have been repeatedly telling friends who, come crying/swearing to me that they are not gonna get in a r/s anymore again, that it applies to both genders - not all are bad/good. Or you might wanna use limewater to neutralise them? xD )

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

(hmmm.. Will their bird start being in "Attention" mode? =X )

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

(-_- dorts. Boney hits my butt for nothing. And I hit him back too! What if the Mom hits mine? LOL)

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

(I've never tried that! 0.0!)

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

(what is with neck rubs? Massage? If it is neck massage, I like it too!)

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

(Boney sacrifices for GAMES! Wth. )

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he probably still does love you and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

(well, i guess it happened =X But what's past is past. Boney is my center of universe now ^^ )

Conclusion..

Girls and Guys are the SAME!

We always think that the other party is this and that.

But it turns out to be in this century..

VICE VERSA!

Everything is SAMA.(same)

So.. what are we bugging?

Guys wanna stand up for themselves.. and girls, you ought to know it does occur not only on guys but girls too!

Keep a clear mind of what you expect from others and how you present yourself (:

It takes a deep reflection to realise how have you been "living/existing" in this world as either gender (:

That said.

Off to bed~~~~

NIGHTS!

Entry 55: 'Ship is drowing..

I've pretty much stayed in my own world with NOTHING but home, game and Boney.

I realised how much I've drifted away from my girls and cliques..

Friendships? It just gotta need some constant maintenance and checking..

But I just ain't that sorta who will always ask..

"hey how have you been?"

^^

So, prolly I'll start losing many of my precious GIRL friends..

Do I have close guy friends?

hmmm.. I'm wondering how many DIRECT guy friends do I have..

Direct as in not known through other friends ya!

Ok, Boys part.. not important.

I used to have a nice 12乐坊clique during secondary school years..

Yong mei

Alicia Goh

Yu ping

Sin ting

Ci xian

Yi lin

Cheryl

Xiao han

Jie ying

Me

.

.

I don't really remember who else are included

Sorry >_<

Anyways, I'm distant to them now..

Didn't much contact them either.

I used to hangout quite a bit with Lina.

But unfortunately, that gap can never be covered back with any cement or what-so-ever.

No emo-ing ^^

I'm passed with that guilt and disappointment.

Then, I have another smaller clique in the ones mentioned above..

But guess I'm no longer a part of them..

They are still as one of course. But not me =)

I hope I'll spend a lil more time with my Beetches..

But will they have the time to spare me too? xD

Chris DIDI told me that he will always be here for his sis..

I appreciate that a lot.. Thanks ^^

Some things just change throughout the year..

Or even months or weeks..

Fluctuating..

Gees..

I hope I'm not spreading any emo gas (x

I won't say I don't need friends..

But time to time, I just realise..

I'm my only pillar of support..

And whoever might be much of a help to me will be my family.

Relationship wise, Boney andI do talk so things are still alright so far.

I just wish everything will be fine for me.

Really, I don't need the best of the world...

Entry 54: Enlightment

Just a quick one and I'll be playing Luna for awhile ..
Didn't know those $1 ice cream can be MIXED!!!
Mango and corn~~
Was indecisive which to eat and Boney ordered a mixed for me ^^v




Wonder how ChocoChip manage to climb out of the container every night?? ^.*
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Water bottle!
hahas.. it's s cute..


Didn't put him back into the container..
Still roaming about..
No.. I should say.. still hiding at the corner of Boney's room with a box making a good hide-out for Choco..
And also..
a good FOOD piling place -.-"




Yesterday night's Luna was fun..
As in the conversations with 2 other STRAWBERRY guild members..


Namely:
ButterCookies/Chopstick(new char) and Detergent


If you ever play Luna too, I'm in that guild! ^^v


Funny guild.. hahas


There is this bow job role in the game..
And they mentioned it till everything sounds so wrong..
LOL.


Anyway, Boney's and my new ATTITUDE(ingame nick) character is currently at level 31 going 32.
Boney's exam will end TODAY!
yES!
And we'll be chionging a lil level..! xD
I wanted it cos I don't like seeing us from being one of the highest level to one of the lowest!
xP


I know it' getting a lil too gamie on Wayne's blog..
Pardon me~!


I wanna really enjoy lil changes I make to get closer to him..
And he appreciates my presence in the game he plays ^^v
So.. claps claps!

ps: I like SHOW's MV on Back up ;)

Entry 53: Will he or she..

I was browsing at those photos of known bloggers like Audrey, Xuesha and Nira.

You might have what you detest about them, but I guess, first impression wise..

THey are those who captures guys' attention first right? ^.*

I'm not sure how is it like to have pairs of eyes looking at you enviously

But I think the glamour and attention you get do boost your confidence level somehow.

I was on a random thought.

Will my child born ad grow up to be as pretty or as handsome as those pictures of beauts and charms?

Well, now I'm thinking..

Maybe I just want him or her to be decent and good-looking enough.

Not a need to be a hunk! xD

Ok.. I'm getting a lil distracted..

Granny's back home! Discharged of course ^^

Happy for her.

Boney's small aunt is here..

I think I gotta go out to the living room to "show face" and kinda serve/entertain them?

I don't wannbe like Boney's ex who hide in the room =X

Ok.. i gotta get going.

Boney will be back in half an hour anyway..

Bye!

Entry 52: Hair Hair Hair

I haven't been a hardcore camwhorer lately.

Just few minutes ago, I took the above pic (

Remember my face! xD

Am seriously bored.

Less than a month more to school reopens! ^^v

I miss school days.

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lol

Somehow, I feel that my hair has grown a lil longer.. at least that 1-2cm =X

I think it has lesser split ends as compared to my previous one!

And it has become more weighty..

It's just personal ya!

GRRRR..

BORED!

Entry 51: Granny

It's after the second or third visit that I started to feel that Boney's granny is feeling lonely or sad.

Or maybe, as everyone thought, she is strong.

I don't feel so.

It was scanned that there are 2 of them in her brain. One of which is growing quite big.

It cannot be operated at her age.

Neither can it be treated with medicine.

She just gotta live on like this with them still in her.

What to do?

People visit her.

They come everyday.

Boney and I visit her.

We go almost every evening.

She has been hospitalised going a week.

It doesn't seem long but I bet days in NUH seem dull and lonesome to her.

Boney's granny and I has no blood connections.

I'm only Boney's girlfriend. Not yet a real member of the family though they might already regard me as one. I don't know.

I felt that she isn't feeling happy when we all start to leave at night.

She thought about Qing Ming and wanted to visit her mother.

Boney's aunt dreamt that granny was eating with her mother.

I felt ..

Just can't describe.

I don't know what's with all these..

Lately, I've been seeing the loneliness in her everytime we leave.

She does have her smiles as usual but I know she must have sensed something wrong.

Why would someone down with flu and cough and said to be quite alright still be staying in the hospital for so long?

Why must she go through the scannings?

We'll never know what's on her mind.

Went to visit her this evening again.

Just back from home.

I've been taking few glances at her on and off..

My heart aches somehow.

And tears do start battling around the corner of my eyes when I look at her..

I recalled how I didn't have any visits to my big aunt when she was in that hospital for those sickly.

The last time I saw her was when? I couldn't remember.

All I know is..

the day she was said to be leaving, I realised I didn't have a close look at her since she was diagnosed with cancer.

The last sight of her was at the hospital where she was already unconscious..

The sight of the skeleton-like body with the obvious shape of her skull made me broke down into tears again and again.

I'm unsure if anyone in my family still thought of her.. But I do .

It might not be often or daily that I think of her and how she passed away..

But it just hurts.

Back to Boney's granny.

I felt an extreme feeling that she wasn't feeling good at all today.

They said she was better today cos she joked and laughed.

But I feel it was worse.

I couldn't see the genuine smile at all lately. At least not like the first 2 days of hospitalisation.

I can't help looking at her expression trying to feel what's on her mind and how she is feeling.

I'm sure she is in some kind of pain.

Just yesterday night or this morning, her blood pressure shot high.

She must be feeling the discomfort.

I have a super strong feeling of hugging her when we are leaving just now.

But I didn't

Maybe those pairs of eyes hold me back.

She is afterall not my own granny.

It feels a lil "weird" to be hugging her when her own grandchildren aren't

I hope there will be another chance when no one is around except Boney and I

and I could just comfortably hug her

I missed the chance yesterday.

This feeling is so strong today.

Her hand stretched out as we bid goodbye.

She seems to want to hold the hands of everyone.

I wanted to reach out for her hands but I didn't.

I don't know what's holding me back. And honestly, I'm afraid I'll be too emotional to handle.

Need not emphasize she is not my own granny

But this feeling just won't go away.

I think the sunshine before the rain thingy..urgh.

I was thinking quite a bit on the way back..

Chinese fortune teller said that she might not be able to make it after Qing Ming.

True or fake? No one knows.

We can't forsee what's going to happen right?

Boney's mom said that 9 in woman's age is inauspicious.

Granny is 89.

Hope she'll be able to pull through..

Anyhow, I hope all the prayers will bring her miracles..

I'll see her tomorrown again.

Goodnight people.

God bless.

Entry 50: MRT scene

This is a typical view in JURONG EAST INTERCHANGE

If HUMANs can read the sign:

"Please give way to alighting passenger"

On off the train would be much easier and faster.

Maybe people just love to feel the squeeze and push.

=_="

Anyway, a lil explanation..

Those who rush in and manage to get a seat for themselves are those who are reborned.

Those who did not and are standing right in front of the row of seats are those who are waiting to reincarnate.

Those who are somewhere near the door are those drinking the mengpo soup.

Those at the door are those queueing up for the soup.

And those who didn't manage to board the train are those who failed to reincarnate.

So.. which are you?

Do you wish to reincarnate so soon? -_-"

Entry 49: 就算不完美，我还是快乐的。。

I might not be the perfect girl in the world

Neither am I the prettiest babe in town

Not to say having the sexiest body among other beauts

I don't have a slim figure

I don't have a baby-like complexion

I don't have super nice features

I don't have the ability to enjoy brands and luxury

And when I know nuts about riches

I know.. I have my dearest family

friends.. sisters..

And most importantly, a boy so dear <3

So,

就算不完美，我还是快乐的。。

Entry 48: Sex is a natural part of life, Love it.

Do you know there is this blog of GaryNg's?

If you remember the cover page of yesterday's

He was claimed to be Edison Number 2

Well, I wouldn't reproduce the vids on his blog, neither will I link his blog cos I don't wanna face any penalty >_<

Some people just don't mind taking the risk of reproducing personal stuff without other's consent..

But I'm definitely NOT one..

So, if you really wanted to see those boring vids..

Go find out yourself ;)

Entry 47: ChocoChip out on a ROOM tour.

Poor chocochip had a wound on his back..

Most likely cos he crazily climbed and dropped on Whitey's side of the fish tank house.

I was amazed to see him in Whitey's blue hammie house!!

But didn't check he was wounded until last week..

So, transferred him to a smaller container cos Boney laze to change the beddings in the fish tank

It was midnight when I searched for a smaller and clean container -_-"

Saw the wheel outside?

Couldn't put it in cos it occupies too much space.. and it has been sleeping A LOT lately..

So, if I were to put the wheels in, it will only starts running at midnight, which creates a lot of noise..

And just yesterday, Boney heard him running and the wheel was banging on the container so much that it woke him up.

When he told me he was running.. I gave this.. 0.o?

When did I place the wheel in last night?!

It climbed out >_<"

I thought it wouldn't climb out.. but kinda expected it cos I left a bigger hole last night..

Bigger hole as in..

See the container above?

It doesn't have a lid anymore cos it is spoilt.

So we have to make do with a transparent board which I place on top to cover the container..

Can't possibly leave the hammie in an air tight container right.

That's why the board was only covering 1/10 of the container..

Gotta let air regulates ya!

=D

Anyways, let Chocochip out for a tour in the room..

Door closed of course..

Hiding underneath the fish tank house..


This is Boney's cupboard..
Was a rewind of how Choco climbed in..
I couldn't find him anywhere..
I searched.. Then I saw Boney left the cupboard open =_=
Luckily it pops its head out before I really take out EVERYTHING..
*phew~*

Last but not least, received an email from this boy who is a year younger than me..
Really thanks for hopping by and dropping me an email though it isn't anything much ^^

Entry 46: Treatment while Ironing

Was doing hair treatment while ironing the piles of clothes..

Personally, I've only used this treatment twice.

It is a new brand to me cos I've never used it before.

Anyhow, it is from Korea and claimed to be used in most pro salon.

true or not? I don't know.

But I do feel my hair more weighty and softer..

So.. you might wanna try this 1000g treatment which costs $29.90 (:

It's good ^^v

Finished the ironing and am waiting for Boney to come back home from school..

Still needa vacuum the floor a lil and clear the URINATED newspaper and mop THAT part of the floor >_<
urgh.

GOING TO TOWN LATER!

Just to accompany Boney to interview for his attachment -_-
BYES!

Entry 45: At the Hospital

Boney bought that "papa-like" bolster for his grandma.

ps: His dad's chinese zodiac is ox/cow ^^
Boney purchased this 小蛙 (xiao wa) for me!
New member of my soft toy family xD


I think we look more like close friends in this pic above >.<

Boney KIDNAPPED 小蛙!!

T_T

小蛙 is happy to be kidnapped =__="

See his smile?
xP

Will he become the prince after I kiss him with my salivary lips?

*yerks*

Ouh.. we're both sad he is kidnapped ..

SEE BONEY'S TRUE COLOURS!!

KIDNAPPER!!

horrible + terrible + vegetable

= Horterrigible~!

Boney's sis =)

I think Boney loves to eat "frogs" more than his sis!



Stayed in the hospital for awhile in the morning yesterday

Then headed to Marsiling with Boney and his Dad cos Boney wanted to trim his bushes of hair.

Back home and rested for short one hr plus.

Reached hospital around 7pm.

Ate and went up to the ward.

Left around 9plus.

Hospital visits have been frequent..

I don't like it.

May everyone around me and you be blessed with healthy body and happy life!

Entry 44: A lil hope..

Photo taken at NUH.

Beautiful rainbows if you could see two rays of them (:

Anyway, just a lil annoyed with the LEVEL 6, WARD 61's nurses.

They freaking IGNORE patient's call.

Tell me.. what's the purpose for pressing the bell then? -_-"

It is super pissing when they just look at Boney and I who heard the bell and were looking at the flashboard which ward was pressing..

YET DO NOTHING!

No action taken. WTH.

Tell me that is a hospital.

Heard a lady's complaint when we were leaving yesterday.

I bet they have received millions of it til they are so immune.

FOOK.

If that is my grandma, I would have make them clean their backside and leave (as if I can xD )

Or maybe apologise profusely until I say "you're forgiven" x)

Whatever.

What Boney's dad said made me think of my big aunt who have already leave and part with us.

I hope she is doing fine (:

Isn't life just too short?

Entry 43: The Cliques and Class

[Missing girls: BOYFRIEND, Mich GIRLFRIEND and 女人]

My ECH Class..

Nothing lasts forever..
And there is NO clear definition of it.
What am I trying to say?


If I could show you a VCR of my brain's temporal lobe..
You could clearly see those sweet and bitter memories of mine
and get the point I'm trying to bring across to you people

But apparently, it's impossible -_-
Ok craps.

I used to think I have all the bests in the world..

The best of boyfriend.

The best of cliques.

The best of class.

And the best of families.

(including Boney's family)

I thought all the sweetness and craziness.. coupled with the tight bonds will never be loosen

But time always fails me.

It proves us human so wrong that things won't stay lovely as it seems for long.

Isn't it? ^^

I used to hang out greatly with my girls..

And the first week of poly was so filled with a strange close bonding among us..

Not to mention how close my beetches clique was.

However, they never go on for long

Not until everyone started to have their other cliques and programmes.

And not to forget.. The barrier that creates a tension between the members of a clique.

I don't understand. Or maybe, cos I always wanted to stay out of other's affairs and try to be neutral..

I heard of how members are in their suckiest attitude or character.

I feel the abhorrance and flat denial of regarding member as a clique

Isn't everything ironically contradicting and irritating?

It just .. no not pissing me..

But felt really disappointed and sad.

Where did the genuine sm(:les disappear to?

That said.

Class is organising a chalet.

I really wanted to go..

But I can't confirm cos honestly, I'm really broke.

This is my first holiday (ever since I started taking up part times) that I didn't have a PT job!

It really sucks to be so free at home when I have nothing much to do.

But at least, Luna is getting me on ^^v

Not that bad though..

Gotta take care of some household chores in Boney's house lately too..

okok.. going to log in to Luna already ..

*grins*

Enjoy your beautiful Saturday ~

Entry 42: What's on the slip?

This is the day where MOST poly students would blog about their results..

Showing to the WHOLE WORLD (or anyone who bothers to stop and read their blogs) their academic ABCDs ^^

And YES!

Wayne is NO EXCEPTION!

I'm NOT those kinda person who ONLY tells the world that I have great scores.

If I failed, or fared badly, I don't mind saying out too.

Consistent, that is xP

Anyway, as expected..

Have a C+ for Language Arts..

Am a lil disappointed cos I didn't achieve my aim of at least 3.5gpa ):

And the fact that I deproved by that mere 0.03 (rounded off)

But who deserves it?

Wayne, the lazy bummy slacker -_-

I told Boney that if I didn't achieve my aim..

I'm gonna study real hard and attend ALL classes (or all that requires written exam)

By the way, a lil off track here..

Boney's grandma is hospitalised.

Hope she'll be fine (:

外婆的笑容

只有他(Boney)能给

Entry 41: MEATY vs SKINNY!

身边很多朋友都瘦瘦的

[Translate：Most people around me are skinny ones]

为什么肉肉美女不去减肥呢？

[Translate：Why Ms Beauty Meaty (me) don't wanna go on a diet?]

因为即使肉肉的，我还是美女呀！

[Translate：Cos I'm still a beautiful girl even if I'm meaty! xD]

Gosh..

If only there is a way to measure

the thickness of my skin

without having to cut it down =X

LOL!

Entry 40: Luna Online!

Have been playing LUNA with Boney.

It's a cute game and Boney isn't rushing the levels (:

That's a good thing ^^v

He even makes his own character die just to be on par with my EXP percentage!

hehe..

Boney noticed my efforts and he does return me with lil things like agreeing to sit at the back seat instead of the front as usual.

Of course, not just this (:

So..

Isn't it true to say that if love is compromising..

It means not changing but accepting!

Things turn out to be SO GREAT when you realise what you could do to make your spouse happy

And at the same time, you feel the returns coming (=^_^=)