Entry 228: Sun - Tues of 3rd Week of School

p.s: Photos are editted ^^

I'm so into photoshop brushes that I downloaded a lot more and loaded ALL 256 brushes  at ONE GO

into CS4..

SUNDAY

Baby promised me to go my grandma house with me!! =D

I miss AH MA and her cookings! xP

Egg agar agar by BIG FISH (da yi = big aunt)

AH MA!!! 我爱你！！

MY MOM!

Her face is EDITTED too!

Not afraid to admit if I've editted mine too ^^v

It's really cool.. haha

Big Fish aka Duo Ah Lian and the Xiao Ah Hui cuzzie..

Baby was having leg cramp when I took these..

it's nice though isn't it? xp

Like some depression guy.. LOL

PAPA

On the way to Sim Lim with baby (:

CHEAP $2 DINNER for Baby and SUPPER for me =.=

MONDAY

Wearing the cute hoodie that Baby bought for me at Bugis xD

 Jeslin with her lunch..

She HATES the meat and LOVES the rice..

What's chicken baked rice without chicken? -.-"

 Both Dolly and Jes were engrossed and ABSORBED in the Bubble Trouble game 0.0

 Playing the word game thingy like Scramble with Dolly and Jes xD

 CS4 FOR FREE!! MUAHAHAHHA

NP IS THE BEST MAN!!

 BLING BLING CAMMIE with gratitudes to XIAOTING!!

Thanks my dear!!

I'll sure put them in good use =DD

While waiting for umbrella >.<

 TUESDAY

Breakfast by Baby >.<

Milk with Plush!

 At OurSpace in sch..

with ShunZhen, Dolly and Jes

 OMG..

SZ's MOUTH!! LOL!

ROUND SIAL

 It's all about GAMES!!

They were HILARIOUS while playing I swear..

 Timothy our class Advisor cum Psychology for Exceptional Children's lecturer..

 Dinah!!

I thought this photo was nice.. but she claims that her smile looks funny =.=

 Karimah and the "Dinah Massager"

It was tears when things were made clear

And it hurts but I hope
It's not gonna be sorry again

I don't want you to be outta my life

cos dear, you're important to me

Even when words don't say

My heart still feels the same...

Entry 227: Halloween 2009!

uhuh.. Didn't go to Escape as planned.

Neither did we go happening Night Safari..

So.. just a lil walk at town (:

This blue ribbon!!

Remembered the Shatec retro party >.<

Great bunch of malays in superb outfits, masks, and/or make-ups

See the crowd? ^^

This is the only one I took..

The twins and the white ghastly looking fella were terrific at scaring people -.-"

hence I'm scared after standing and looking =X

The red bull guy..

LOL

He was caught OFF GUARD!

ahh.. tsk tsk..

Checking sms eh?

The other one very kpo 0.0

Now then put back his phone >.<

The sms fella touching the white ghastly looking's ahhem...

(=0.0=)!!

Home sweet home..

Vulgar -.-

I LOVE THIS!! LOL!

I'm NOT gonna care his FUGLY expressions

muahahahhahahha xP

oh wells..

that's all folks! =D

Entry 226: Tracy's Bdae Celeb..

I love photos..
and with people I love..
cos they speak a zillion..!

My cuzzie..

Just when I needed it URGENTLY!!!

Happy after relieving xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND!!! =DD

muackx muackx !

WTH DISTURBING!!!

Char Siew Ramen~~

Dying of thirst >.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAKE n SONG TIME!

Her prezzies are AWESOME to the MAX okay!

Let's warm up with rose (:

And the song and cake..

BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE from Bakerzin!

Yummy (:

She was dumbfounded by how we wanted her to pose with the prezzies! xD

SHOCKED n SHY

C'mon.. she IS the woman! She can do it!

This is what the four of us think is "encouraging easy sex" G-string >.<

It's split at the bottom there.. =X

Birthday kisses!

and HUGS!

ka jiao again -.-"

Pouties for rose ^^

Cheers for the rosy kiss!

Then we cut the cake..

Uglier than those sliced in Bakerzin itself >.<

They were TALKING..

while I was ENJOYING eating =DD

with the cake knife cos Girlfriend's boyfriend and his friends went "Egpyt" to get napkins

=.="

Then Dearie came along..

trying to steal my blueberry cheesecake!!!

SHOO SHOO!!

Slurppp...

Henderson Wave at Mt Faber..

A superb place to chill! -and sleep =\

Girlfriend TOO TALL la!!!

Show your sexy lips nia xP

I'm shyting while sleeping =D

Dropped off at Sunshine place cos Baby was in lan shop there..

I enjoyed to the max.. though there are some tears of sadness somehow
anyhow,
I wish everyone ..
Love and Hope (:

P.S: I miss those hugs we had during hellos and goodbyes =(

Entry 225: 人世间的丑陋

有些事情的变迁与改变永远不可能再给你同样的感觉

常听说    这个世界是丑陋的

但这几天我仔细想想   反复思索

是世界丑陋   还是人心、人面不可预知

我看着、听着、用心感觉着

其实世界并不太烂

其实万物都是美妙的

但可怕的人类却毁灭了这从前充满朝气的田园

把蔚蓝的天空污染了

把水晶般青蓝的海洋污染了

把人对着这世界的思想也污染了

人改变了一切

用禁所有能力以为自己所做能让世界更美丽

但没发现在那某某角落流泪的

是从前不被看好的自然美

因为人的不知觉

让我们有了这句   人世间是很丑陋的 面对现实吧

就算有一天

之间的不满和误会都坦诚地说出来

一心想挽救一丝符合的机会

但有些事真的不可能回到原来的样子

不可能再让你像以前一样真心对待

想到这，我豁然开朗

我现在也许能明白当初我和中学时的她

为什么没办法像以往一样   是好朋友

原来曾经不经意的伤害

已不能像键盘上的“delete” 一样一按就统统抹掉

可笑吧  几年前该感悟的道理

此时此刻的我才真正明白

虽然道歉来得太迟

在这 还是想真心地对伤害得太深的她和他们说声。。

对不起

Entry 224: Perfect Remedy

When things don't seem right

When surpressed feelings need to take a break

When doubtful mind begs for a fresh breather

The right people are just the best remedy for sickly piggy..

Cheeky god-daughter who knows how to call me! =D

Don't say she "looks" like shyting..

Cos she WAS indeed..

heading out..

GF kept bluffing her that she'll be buying yogurt for her ..

tsk tsk..

What an evil mother >.<

LOL

Some random pics at her house..

With AKActShy, JASMINE!

She came all the way to find me even though she had her day planned with wonderful sports with her friends..

Touched!!

playing and posing with Jas's 13bucks headphone

Piggy has been going to school as usual..

But Piggy now loathes reaching school..

She hates entering every next class..

She abhors break time..

She detests group work time..

She dislikes walking like an invisible glass

She'd rather stay in lecture hall just near her classmates to be camouflaged somehow like she IS existing there

She'd rather keep eating and avoid any conversations that she simply can't seem to be part of

She'd rather waste few minutes in the washroom before or during lesson to take a short break from the tension she feels

She'd rather ...be like a new classmate addition..and not one that has been for a year plus..

All that she'd rather be.. she couldn't be..

Every time she wanted to confide in her dearest Monkey, she can't help feeling the warning of a break down soon

She fought back hard on her tears and she was happy she kept them in control within a minute.

Yet that afternoon she had Monkey to call her and she cried so hard at the stairs telling Monkey how horrible she felt..

She thought she could live per norm even when something just ain't right in her life

But she couldn't..

And Monkey raised his voice over the phone with frustrations saying things that made sense to him but not to Piggy..

Piggy felt a lil lost still and she just gotta try'na do as per told

Afterall, she still has a bunch of great great girls even if the whole world is going to turn against her

So Piggy thought for a while in the washroom while looking at herself in the mirror

And yes, she decided to give herself a half day break and just let things flow the way it has to afterwards

She would feel better and she did feel better with 2 of her girls and god-daughter..

Mommy Piggy called and as much as Piggy wanted to tell her how she now hates school so much when she has never ever really abhor attending it, she held back and simply replied that she is studying hard in school

But honestly, Piggy can't concentrate.. she's worried too..

She kept thinking and pondering on what "F.R.I.E.N.D.S" are exactly.

Why is it scaring her greatly at its vulnerability?

And she thought how her girls and her are still "friends" despite the fact that they rarely connect with one another, seldom contact one another, and less often meet up already..

They don't really catch up and update too much on one another but what is it that keeps them going?

Yet for a moment she was frightened.

Cos they are the ones Piggy cherish the most among her other friends

She sent them a text telling them they are being missed..

And it was really extremely consoling to see those sweet and warm replies they sent back..

Perhaps, we're just not the way we said we were..

Things don't change overnight.. and I know there is a cause..

Maybe 'cos of that "catch-up"

Maybe otherwise

Whatever it is..

Piggy knows things are not going to turn for the better overnight too..

Things have changed..

And some things can never be back to the past..

Like self-inflicted wounds, they give you seconds of relieve

Yet like scars, they remind you the worst of memories