Entry 250: For my dearest GF..

在黑暗


曾经伸手碰到你温柔的脸



我以为

那是给我忘记痛苦的滋味



你说我很美

像花瓣在飞

拨动到你内心的潮水



从没有

听过你说爱我

我感到狼狈



无所谓

只怕你会突然

消失在天黑



期待你

能送我美丽的玫瑰

安抚我心灵里的憔悴



我们是恋爱的人

我们是相爱的人

你却是相爱双爱伤到我的灵魂


原来你的世界

已经有了爱的人

为什么还要我的加温



你牵着她的灵魂

你抱着我的泪痕

我以为我是你

唯一最爱的情人



有了她

我们只能到此不再相闻

各自寻找所谓的人生

Entry 249: If I'm powerful and influential enough..

If I'm powerful and influential enough

No, I don't mean being in a prestige status

I just meant verbally and emotionally expressive

I wish I could make everyone think deeply about their own

And their beliefs about love (in terms of BGR)

Stories that I've read..

People that I've come across..

Recalling my own experiences..

Love shouldn't hurt

It is just a sheer line between sadness and hurt

What was it that you try to pollute love?

As you are reading this, there are alot of thoughts running through my mind

And as much as I wanna say, I can't put them simply in words in this limited space, in this limited time..

And I don't want it to be restricted to just my readers, those who know of my blog's existence..

I want the whole world to know.

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Wonder how many times you've said

"You've given me the best"

"You're everything to me"

"You are the best among my Ex-es"

"No one ever make me feel so loved and happy"

"I want to be with you forever"

"Trust me, my love for you is real"

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Wonder how many times have you heard them too?

Wonder how true could they be?

If you really meant it, you would not lose faith.

Perhaps, every next girl you met is better than the previous

And yes, she gives you love and happiness

And she made you feel so blessed to be with her

Then you compared with the past

You told her.. Yes, she is the one

But deep down your heart, how true is that?

Or maybe, there would be one girl from your past that you would never ever forget those memories with her

When burden comes in

When stress starts to take its toll on you

Would you blame this love for being a big hold-back?

Or would you try to figure out a way to manage these stresses and burdens and keep love going?

Would you start to say "I'm sorry, my feelings for you have faded"?

So much that you've gone through with her, just a sentence to put everything to an end

A full stop.

That is what you wanted?

You think too little of the strength that love gives.

 Remember all the promises you made?

Remember how you sweared to God or that person in your eyes that no matter what

You are prepared to brave through all obstacles just to be with her?

You said you will not be mindful of her past

But now, how many have you hurt by going against what you believed you could do?

Could you count?

Even if you could, how many can you reverse?

None.

How many times you gave in to temptations and regretted?

And how many times you begged for forgiveness but tears is all that you get from that person?

How hurt is that to see you hurt the person you love and there is nothing to amend?

Love shouldn't be filled with too many apologies

I couldn't finish what I wanna bring across

Cos people disgust me with hoe they treat love

And I can't just express them verbally

Tell me you would think of what I just said

And I hope everytime you make a decision to stray, to break off, to be together and to say something that would change forever

Please think of what I've mentioned.

Please mean it and don't lose faith

It's only when you risk time for every chances to prove your love, would you know what the true outcome will be.

No one can foresee future

No one truly does

You have to gamble and trade your time and youth to see what love could empower you, what you could prove to love that eternal is real and your love to her is true.

Life is an option

You decide to live or die

You decide to leave or stay

There are too many decisions to make in life

Those that you would regret but does not affect you too deeply

And those that you would never ever forgive yourself for

Remember..

It shouldn't hurt to love or be loved.

Entry 248: Baby's Jokes

My dearest Monkiee joked that we should name our children

Ho Ba

Ho Bi

Ho Boo

In short, "BA BI BOO COME HERE!!!"

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Then on our way back from a yummilicious dinner..

he asked..

There are 20 men and they have to cross the bridge

But under the bridge lives fishes that bite guy's dick

And there is only one bottle to protect from the bite

Qns: How do all of them cross over safely if there is only one bottle?

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Answer will be revealed soon ^^

Entry 247: Songs of love stories..

Her music videos are linked based on the story of one couple who got together then broke off..

Til they meet and realise all that is left is only memories..

One of the vids embedded ^^

Enjoy (:

Entry 246: Blue moon appears in the desert!

Just browsed through some past photos under my "sisters" folder..

Uploaded this on LSB too and I seriously miss all of them above!! <3

Today is a FRIDAY! yeah.. nothing much..

Singing on toilet bowl stage?

Perhaps ballet dancing..

ok.. this is the singing ZEBRA of the day!

Ever seen a kudabelang drinking water from bottle? xD

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and in case you miss me.. =X

Taken few days back though..

ok.. I have nothing to blog at the moment..

baibai! =D