Entry 118: I Feel Your Absence While Asleep..

It was really horrible.

I had a nightmare when you were out of the room when you supposedly should be here.

This was definitely NOT the first time I sense your absence in nightmares..

I was afraid.

I went out of the room to look for you.

And you were with your friend at the other room.

I hugged and burst into tears upon seeing you.

And I was glad, you knew what roughly happened.

Boy, of all the things in the world, I could never leave without you.

It was never this strong til I met you..

This is when I really call..

I NEED You..

P.s: You're my last and only.. I Love You.