Entry 64: Baby I Miss You..

It all started on the 1st of April

Everything seems fine

He has the position of a concierge

A good learning attachment

I should be happy

Yet I felt..

Empty

Was it because the heart that doesn't wish to part with him?

Not even for a second?

I reckon so.

I can't stand minutes without him

Or impatiently trying to be waiting patiently for him

Contradiciting.

Perhaps

Holidays has been the root cause

I've got nothing to occupy myself

I've got nothing much to entertain myself

I've got no one to chat long hours with

I've been missing out gatherings

Money that is.

Should I am the rich daughter of some rich man

I wouldn't be home all day

But I guess life wouldn't be the same

I'm very much satisfied with my loving family and him.

At least, I don't receive some superficial treatment

I sprayed his perfume on the pillow

Kinda like a perverted one

But that is how I have to

His smell lingers..

I love it.

It's like he is just around me.

Near me

Close to me

Eerie.

Absence makes the heart grows fonder.

Not in mine.

I hate this absence

Simply abhor it.

Imagining when NS life starts for him

How would it be like.. for me?

...

The happy and contented girl.

Thanks to Boney's Mum who knows I'm broke though I replied I still have the least penny to spend.