Entry 83: It Bleeds..

It bleeds and I know it ain't menses.
Online resources are so serious that they scare me

wanted to wait for my mum to accompany me to the clinic.

But mum is working til 2plus.

And Boney is worried.

Told his mom and we went together.

Luckily, it ain't too serious.

Just gotta take my medicine and go back for a return appointment to check again.

I almost wasted a $2.10 on LJS.

Its HOT MILO is WORSE than Hospital's

It is freaking expensive and TASTELESS!

gosh.

If not for the long wait.. I wouldn't have finished up xD

Boney bought me MRS FIELDS Muffin while I went to the washroom!

It is supposed to be I LOVE YOU..

Very clear.. BUT..

After swinging the plastic bag, I made it in this =X

It is VERY SWEET.

Sweet in heart and in taste ^^v



New handphone accessory!

He bought this for me on his own accord!

He saw this himself and he wanted to get it for me.

Isn't it cute??!!! xD

And the first thing he noticed...

-___________-"

Am I the one telling him too much that I love his previous perfume?

HE BOUGHT IT!

$62 (:

This perfume just makes me feel like sleeping in his arms..

It is sweet and not too strong..

I love it..

Do you? ;)

Entry 82: The Twist.

Just to reassure everyone who has been caring for me regarding the previous post.

I was too lazy to "erase" the misunderstanding so here I am clarifying.

While I was out on a walk with Small Dog.

He texted me asking why am I behaving like he has done something wrong.

Why am I being sad or angry.

After a few messages, and he knew the reason.

He sent:

If it is about the company thing,

I've already said..

I will go back and ask duty manager if its really compulsory or not.

If yes.....(censored)

Nothing else is more impt than you.

Didn't you hear me mentioning it before I fell asleep?

Ok.. Honestly, I really didnt.

I bet he was talking to FLIES!!

><

I didn't hear him saying that at all man.

But well, I was happy (:

And back home, he was teasing me with the flies thingy.

Whenever I talk to him, even right into his ear,

he will say I am talking to flies (-(oO)-)

xD

Special Thanks To:

Pearl Dearie

Michelle GF

Pearl Dearie wrote me a comment and Mich GF texted me.

Thanks lovelies.

And .. Yuting 女人..

she asked about how things are going for Boney and I.

I'm fine now as you can see from the above (:

Thanks girl!

Replies:

Dearie,

I think Boney is a lil more willing to change than BS! xD

But still, we just gotta stand strong ourselves. YES! WE CAN DO IT!! =D

Entry 81: Let Me Be Unreasonable.

I HATE compulsory stuff.

And I hate it when his off day falls on either a MONDAY/THURSDAY which I have LONG school day.

Nevermind.

It doesn't matter if I have to stay up a lil longer just to wait for him whose shift ends at 11pm at times.

It doesn't matter if he feel so tired that most of the time, all he does back home is sleeping or gaming.

It doesn't matter if time is lacking between us cos I hope we still do feel the connection.

It doesn't matter how terrible it is to have this strong misses for him that I can't get rid of.

It doesn't matter if we don't celebrate any monthsaries with just the two of us.

It really doesn't matter..

He has an upcoming COMPULSORY chalet that he needs to attend from morning to late night.

He said he will be back by midnight. I'm sorry, that can't be any true for me to believe.

He doesn't think.

It is a sixth. You people should know at least.

He promised to spend his off day the following day which falls on a FUCKING thursday with me.

HOW?

I have lessons from morning 9am til 5pm.

By the time I reach home it is freaking 6 plus.

Is he dreaming that he has the whole of friday too?

Don't tell me I still have the remaining time to spend with him after school.

He has to work.

He needs rest.

I don't need anything from him.

I know it is beyond his control

It is not an option.

I wish I could be that unreasonable to the extent that he would just find the whole million excuses to skip the chalet thingy just for my sake.

He is sleeping soundly.

I am tearing, I don't deny.

If attachment doesn't start next week, I would have another Wed with nothing on.

Tracy GF is not free either.

I'm feeling so..

I really wish to tear this world apart.

I don't like it when things go against me.

Pearl dearie said that she wanna break free from the dependency.

Should I too?

I think I really need to.

No, he doesn't read this.

He doesn't need to know now.

That all I feel of is gonna be numb some day.

This is not the way I thought it would be.

I just wanna get a lil pessi.

Cos when you thought that things will go well

it always slaps you hard with reality

What's more to hold on when we can't go against certain things.

Life.

Too tired to explain..

Entry 80: First Week of 2nd Year in NP

Ruth.

Dinah.

Fathiah.

There is a lack of photos! okok..

More to come.. ^^v

I realise there are some people whom I'm super not close with in class.

Like totally trying to avoid seeing them at other place?

There is this queer feeling that something is against me in them.

Maybe not too strong.

Or maybe cos I don't really socialise with them?

Nvm.. if things just don't work out for us..

I guess, after three years, we'll all be on separate ways..

Doesn't make much diff.

Of course, there are many whom I really wanna keep in my heart.

Constantly updating on their lives.

Oh well, shall not say this anymore =x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

Above is SUSAN BOYLE in BRITISH GOT TALENT.

I am not into shows like this.

Or should I say I don't really watch much teevee progs? xD

It was mentioned in DLE tutorial byour ONE and ONLY male teacher, Philip Koh.

He is humourous.

VERY talkative. and I really mean VERY.

He could ask us to give a 30s intro and shortly, before anyone could start,

he began his talk again.

But good thing, he knew he was talking too much AGAIN.

LOL!

He gives me a vain and "gentlemanly-gay" look.

No offence~ xD

He is VERY into certificates too.

Joined ballet, hiphop, caligraphy etc.

not bad huh.

Anyway, the above vid is not embedded cos it was disabled and I'm too lazy to go find one with it. Or to even do the embedding. (cos I dont know either! xP )

Do watch if you do not know!

She is SUSAN BOYLE, 47.

Dream to be a professional singer like Elaine Page.

Everyone was laughing at her.

People against her and her age, not to mention what a dream she has in late 40s.

But the moment she started singing.

People were stunned.

Personally, her voice felt impactful.

It somewhats sings into the heart of mine.

It is like an inspirational song playing in my heart and mind.

It reaches my soul and I smiled.

I feel something different when she sings.

Something so powerful that it thrills me too.

It was amazing.

I smiled when the comments and results were being given after her performance.

It is really so OMG.

So, do watch ^^v

Entry 79: What Were You Thinking?

Extracted from Agnes Tan's blog..

Pretty funny. Lets see how many questions you can answer correctly!



A first-grade teacher, Ms Anna (Age 22 ) was having trouble with one of her students.

The teacher asked the boy, 'what is your problem?'

The boy answered, 'I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!'

Ms Anna had enough. She took the boy to the principal's office. While the boy waited at the reception of the office, the tea ch er explained to the principal what the situation was.

The principal told Ms Anna he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.

The boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?' Boy: '9'.

Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?' Boy: '36'.

So it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know The principal looks at Ms Anna and tells her, 'I think Boy can go to the third-grade. '

Ms Anna says to the principal, 'I have some of my own questions, can I ask him?' The principal and boy both agree.

Ms Anna asks, 'What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy: after a moment 'Legs.'

Ms Anna: 'What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?'
Boy: 'Pockets.'

Ms Anna: 'What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid'?
Boy: 'Coconut'

Ms Anna: 'What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky'?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, the boy was taking charge.
Boy: 'Bubblegum'

Ms Anna: 'What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs'?
The principal's eyes open really wide again and before he could stop the answer..
Boy: 'Shake hands'

Ms Anna: 'Now, I will ask some who am I sort of questions, ok?'
Boy: 'Yep.'

Ms Anna: 'You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.'
Boy: 'A tent'

Ms Anna: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.
The Principal was looking restless and a bit tense He took one large Vodka peg.
Boy: 'Wedding Ring'

Ms Anna: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: Nose

Ms Anna: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: Arrow

Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?
Boy: Firetruck

Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' and if you dont get it you have to use your hand.
Boy: Fork

Ms Anna: What is it that all men have one of. It's longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife after they are married?
Boy: Surname

Ms Anna: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?
Boy: 'Heart'

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teach er : 'Send this boy to Stanford University ; I myself got all the answers wrong'.



Do you have the standard to get into Stanford??

Replies:

Dearie,

I'll never grow tired of your "are you okay"s my dear! ^^
And yep, will share with you bout my probs.. You too ya!! =D

Really had a nice long chat with you and tracy (:

But is the rumour true bout TP? OMG. And I didn't know I am studying on a burial ground ><

Entry 78: Quiz for Me!

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Death
Looked down on
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Gotten the link from my classmate, Karimah's blog.

Yeah, kinda true (:

Sometimes, I might not show..But well, it doesn't mean I like to.

there are times when feelings just wish to be kept somewhere deep down.

Some things need not be heard

And Dearie, if you're reading..

I really thank you for the concern you put in

The effort to observe and ask when anyone of us is being left out.

It is really nice... ("v")

But of course, some times, or many a time, I'm just dazing xD

Don't worry eh! =D

Entry 77: 2nd Fwd Email to Share For The Day..

Choose the correct hospital when you are going to be hospitalised.

Do you know why New Changi Hospital (NCH) changed its name to Changi General Hospital (CGH)?
Because NCH stands for 'Never Come Home.
That's why business was very bad before it changed its name.
Now CGH stands for 'Can Go Home'. So business is picking up.



Business in Singapore General Hospital (SGH) is still going strong because SGH stands for 'Sure Go Home'!


Now National University Hospital (NUH) is also considering a name change.
It stands for 'No Use Hospital'!


What about Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH).
Not too good a name, no wonder so much problem. It stands for 'Tiam Tiam Si Hospital' (Always Die or Die Quietly).



So, be careful of choosing which hospital to go if anyone is unwell..! xD

Entry 76:How Haunted Are Schools..

Following is an extract from a forwarded email I received from my dear classmate, Dinah.

She mass mailed it to the whole class, so just paste it here for those who haven't heard of (:

If u are from any of these schools, try to recall those mentioned locations.


Loyang Secondary School. It was rumoured that in the 4th floor girl’s toilet at the old block, it is haunted and that is why the lights are kept on for 24 hours. Those students who had helped out in the AVA room claimed to see a lady walking along the backstage.

Ngee Ann Polytechnic was rumoured to have a girl student died in one of the engineering workshop because her hair got stucked in some machine and screams can be heard from the workshop at night.

Tampines Secondary School was said to be haunted by the spirit of a girl whom was raped by construction workers during its construction days in the 1980s.

Hai Sing Secondary School had a mother Mary there whose statue will drip blood.

CHIJ Saint Josept Convent had rumours about why a cubicle is always locked. It was said that a girl was waiting for her parents to fetch her one day while she got raped and thereafter hanged herself in one of the toilet.

Pei Dao Secondary School was famous for the smacking and hitting noise at night in the basketball court. The music room was also rumoured to be haunted with a piano playing by itself every night at 12am sharp.

Pasir Ris Crest had an indian construction worker committed suicide in the toilet in its construction days. It was rumoured that the toilet was locked eversince after students complained about seeing a man stabbing himself repeatedly in the stomach.

Queenstown Secondary School was famous for the tomb stone that was found in the field by students.

Bedok View Secondary School had a toilet next to the bio lab on the ground floor haunted by a long haired ghost obsessed with combing her hair infront of the mirror. A few girls went into the toilet and ran out screaming and crying while it was rumoured the principal went inside the toilet to scold the ghost.

Yuying Secondary had its teachers and principals seeing silhouettes of children running around the school compound when worked late. It was said that when the school was doing its upgrading work, construction workers quitted one by one after witnessing strange occurrences.

Gan Eng Seng Secondary School had its 4th storey Ary Class haunted to the point of the teachers wouldn’t dare to enter the room alone. The rooftop of the building was rumoured to live a singing lady whose voice could be heard in an art classroom.

Singapore Polytechnics had T1,T2,T3…..but no T13. A student committed suicide at one of the teaching block’s toilet after stabbing the lecturer ( the lecturer died too). Screams can bea heard at night when part time students were having classes.

Haig Girls Secondary School used to be a place to hold POWs during WWII. There is an area within the school compound which has more than usual rate of accidents occuring. It seems many people would trip and fall while walking along the compound. Was rumoured that walking across the field diagonally cutting across field at night, you will be greeted by an old woman asking you to buy matchsticks from her.

Meiling Seconary School has a railway track behind its building. The school was moved to a temporary building they were building a new one. A broken hand was rumoured to be crawling somewhere in the technical lab from a student whose hand was saw off during lesson and bleed to death. At the old school in Bukit Merah, the toilet on the 5th floor was locked because it was haunted by a girl who hanged herself in the toilet.

Boonlay Secondary School had a pond in the middle of a science block with classes. It was said that if one look at the pond at night, there will be a strange face that will surface out of it.

Temasek Polytechnic was rumoured to have an indian worker binding wire inside a pillar but a colleague pour cement inside the pillar burying him in the process and they only found out when the whole building was almost completed. It was rumoured that the body is still inside the pillar which is believed to be somewhere in Block 18.

ACS was rumoured to be haunted by a boy who jumped into the gears in the gear room of the clock tower. Students being possessed were common in the school.

In Temasek Polytechnic, Engine block corridors from Block 18 were so haunted that guards wouldn’t patrol that area. A famous story told by a guard was he saw a student at a locker as he was patrolling and as he make an U turn few minutes later, he found a piece of newspaper on the floor with that student’s face he just saw. Only problem is that student was killed by a sports car at the bus stop few months back.

Ngee Ann Polytechnic was rumoured to be built on burial ground. The slopes and hilly grounds is an indication of bunkers underneath.

Clementi Town Secondary School had its Home Econs and Science Lab haunted by a ghost whose head roll on the floor.

Tanjong Katong Secondary were said to be haunted at its studio. Band members staying the night were always disturbed while sleeping.

Entry 75: Rejoice For Creation Of Camera!

When everyone out there warn you about posts that are loaded with tons of photos..

I don't and WON'T!

Isn't it such an interesting thing for such creation?

To exist in a way we could come up with a proverb like this..

"Photos speak a thousand words"

v(^(oo)^)v

Now, let's go straight to the photo memories of how I spent my past few days happily!

=D I really owe my own blog a super long update!!

xD

And so, here it goes!

Wayne. TracyGF. PearlDEARIE

Mich GF!

And her "qian bian" daughter!

also, my goddaughter!

Made a new library card for Lovelle!




NONYA DUMPLING!~!
Yummilicious~~

A dollar each..

The closest hearts never need to speak..

How long was it that I last ate BK?

following was taken with yuting..
Ate BK before going to Mich gf's house (:

This girl ah..

Tsk tsk tsk..

People wanna snap then turn her head look at the person.

What's more.

SO TAM JIA!

See food only crawl so fast to you.. -_-"

Towning with Tracy GF.

She was good enough to meet me up on Sunday if I'm not wrong ><

Went towning and she even waited for Boney with me.

Thanks girlfriend! loves*

Blues Clue: Which toilet in town do you see a pot of plant? =D

Her bangle is seriously wide.

LOL!

It just go through my arm so easily!!!

Woohoo~

Blueberry and Apple pie from Hans!

Love the crumbs but finishing a whole piece is definitely NOT possible (for me) without water

This photo is a rough idea of the height difference!

We were both standing at our own height.

No bend no nothing!

Her cheeky smile..

With her evil intention of using JACK JACK!!!

xD

Her pinkie headphone...

Playing with the 1.5litre of mineral water that I bought from Cineleisure's 7-Eleven

First is just a normal posing.

Second is posing like peeing.

Third is masturbation.

And last is .. you know right.

LOL!

Just for laughs!

Her scary and raw scar..

Met Boney for a short while cos he was out for a breather.

Like some ah beng in suit sial.

tsk tsk.

Chanced upon Xiao Lincoln.

And Boney thought we were together in a group

=(

He doubted me ! But I've explained it clear and he understood.

Behind cine's arcade..

Below is two of Tracy's photos that I editted.

Hope it's not that bad huh.

^^v

I think I am promoting the drink..

LOL

Dearie ALWAYS refuse to look into the cam!!!

argh.

=X

My sometimes very annoyingly cute mum!

She said that I always take the most ugly candid of hers..!

Decided to meet up Dearie and GF at Yishun.

Initially was to meet Dearie and we wait for GF outside her school.

But well, she dismissed early and Dearie has not reached.

They were given free from McDonalds.

BUT!

other than the whip cream, I did not drink the coffee.

I DON'T like caffeine.

Remember.
No coffee. No cuppo. No mocha.

SEE! Never look into cam again!

This is better.. Lols.

Taken by Dearie.. (:

Ehh.. Where's my tongue?!

Toilet is unglam.

YET, the BEST place for Camwhoring!

xP
The cheerful and "underage-look" girl.. haha

Walked back home after reaching Sunshine place cos I realise I left my phone at home!

Walked back to Sunshine again to meet Boney.

Oh gosh..

BRISK WALK!

What an unintentional exercise. LOL!

Boney bought the 12pcs Rondnoir.

=)

And he has eaten four just yesterday.

3 were given to his mum, sis and sis's bf, Justin.

Replies:

To BOYFRIEND:

Got harshly meh? LOL!! Then what you want me to reply?
SUPER long and draggy one? xD

To CSJL,

I'm studying in NP ..