The extreme of a norm school kid
Arriving at school entrance wondering what might come to haunt you
Faces so familiar yet hearts ocean apart
You begin to ponder
Perhaps it's just you and only you
You feel too much
Being affected so much
You feel lost and outcasted
You feel something amiss
Yet all you can't deny
You can't find a hint that they are right
Morning starts off great with enthusiasm
But why do the day turns ugly throughout
With no answers in mind
All you could is continue trudging on with your doubts
Pathetically
You tried to blend in
Eventually you feel more comfort back to being somewhere alone
Somewhere you don't have to listen, talk, or look at anyone's expressions trying to decode any negative signals that might be directed at you
You can be yourself
You can be freed
You can be expressive
Without minding what thoughts might be generated in those minds of theirs
Somehow, you're not being you
And you know truly that you ain't happy
You can't be
Perhaps..
p.s: Girls, I miss all of you so much especially this moment
Felt a lil out of track and I need my dearest social medication from you guys..
I just wanna meet up soon..
=((
Replies:
hi ss (:
silly gf ! just sms me and i'd meet up with you when ii can [x
ReplyDeleteii sld be much more free these days but not till late though cos mama's still not out..
*xoxo <33