Entry 207: I've Already Won This Competition

^ My Dragonica's signature.

Anyways, if you would to recall my previous post on the "D-Babe Hunt"

You would probably vote for me cos..

1) You're my friend/junior/senior/passerby

2) You wish I could fulfill my wish to get my bf the collectible cards

3) You're one of my girls and you know the main purpose in entering this competition

Of all 3 reasons, the last one is what I'm most concerned about.

Don't ask me what it is cos unless you're really close to me, else I don't see a point in explaining the whole story again ^^

Anyhow, I'm not in the top 5, neither is the "reason".

And though I'm still leading in front of it

I no longer feel the need to check upon the votings now

That is a good thing (:

I know even if I would be overtaken, I've won

So much of "fighting" for the past month, I've far more regained my confidence

I know where I stand now

But there is always this fear of losing

That it can't be overcome easily for all that I've gone through

I can't seem to be fully at trust in anything

Perhaps that makes me weak

Nonetheless those consolations within me

That everything with a start has an end..

And no matter when that end would be

I should be thankful that I've had it

有些人常常说：

“不求天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”

试问，是不求，还是此生难求？^_^