Entry 179: I talked.. To her finally..

Mom..

Are you listening..

Why would you have stayed when you know Dad had done wrong more than once.

You told me cos of us.

Have you suffered?

Cos when I see that face of yours

I see the hardship you went through

You firmly told me you would have left if it wasn't for our sake

Your love touches me

And the thought of keeping us, nurturing us

In a normal family unit

makes me strong

I look into your eyes

I listen to your words

In them I sense the optimum feelings hidden deep down

I know you have him there somewhere

somewhere no one else would ever replace

no matter how harsh he replies you

like how I would become likely with him..

Mom..

I fought back my tears cos I don't wanna break down in front of u..

I love you..

U know u want the best of all the three of us..

Thanks Mom..

Of everything you have given me..

I'm thankful..