Entry 285: Unspoken truths..

Some things bottled up too deep within me.

I can't tell

I can't confess

I can't describe

I can't explain

I can't defend

I can't blame
I can't do anything say anything

I was told to move on. I was told to live with it. I was told to be firm. I was told not to live in regrets.

Nothing near to the best.. Nothing could be the best.

Just too imperfect.

It might be dying soon.. I don't know

Loss of vision.. I can't see where I'm heading now..

What's future for me.. I don't wanna think anymore.. Don't wish to..