Entry 344: Read THIS

To all SEXies.

Don't ever read my blog or update about my life if all you can do is to

GIVE SARCASTICE REMARKS/COMMENTS

PUSH MOST BLAMES TO ME WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE TO BE CAUSING MOST/ALL THE FAULTS

and last but not least

JUST FOR THE SAKE OF GETTING INFORMATION ABOUT SOMETHING/SOMEONE

because I'm closer to it than you are

Don't make me feel that knowing you or treating you like a lifetime friend-to-be is something so naive.

For those who is even thinking if you are one of them, then congrats~!

You ARE one of them (:

Think what's those replies for..

I'm always going with the flow..

If you think I'm the one to be too occupied with my own life, think about yours (:

I made the effort, have you?

Or is it just verbal? ^.*

I'm not gonna say it in front of people who are applicable to the above

I still treasure them, but I think, it's high time they should start deciding what they really want of me.

Tell me honestly, I'm able to take it (:

 

p.s Don't tell me what you don't practice. Don't tell me how much you detest yet you are doing it too ^^

Entry 343: Rackee Day - CHIANG sushi!

Met up with Gerald to accompany him to the dental.

was bored at home too so just agreed when he asked if I would be free to go together.

After dental, a last minute decision to go kite flying!

Since his kite is still in the car boot (:

As you can see.. I think you should know where we were flying our kites uh?

It looks like they are exercising .. and it seems like it just break dawn not long >.<

Sharp sharp shadows casted! How bright was the sun when we were there about 10+am to 11.30am?!

The sun was already so bright above like it was already noon -.-"

BURNT!

Shades is a good tool.. A USEFUL one to protect your poor eyes.. xD

Lousy flyer or lousy kite? LOL.

We took so long to get it at its highest point.

And to think that there was an event competition going on.. those participants are using PLASTIC BAG made kites! and they flew DAMN HIGH!

No more!

Spot the rainbow kite?

Decided to go Kranji to see people fish.. BUT! WOOHOO..

It was LOW LOW TIDE! DAMN YOU I TELL YOU!

This is one of my favourite wonderful childhood memory!

Wonder what's he doing?

Can you spot the hermit?

Evil Gerald used a stick to block its entrance.. haha

Mussles! It's really not very easy to get mussles..

Lala is the plentiful one..!

But they are still deliciously fresh!

If you wash it clean that is >.<

Met up with Steve for Rochor Beancurd.

Met awhile then he drove back.

On our way to and fro, Gerald SPLASHED water with his CAR onto the pedestrian path!

One banglah who was pushing his bicycle laughed when he kena the water.

LOL!

SO MEAN~

MONDAY!

Monday blues?

uh uh.. Not when my mama met me !

Went Lot One for Yakun and NTUC.

Bought stuff for SUSHI!! OOOOOoooo

While waiting for the preparation of ingredients..

Mom told me that I can finish the whole half papaya.. so there was no need to slice it into smaller pieces or slice off the skin cos I can use a spoon to just DIG!

Oh ya.. and I sat there and FINISHED the WHOLE thing.

I told her how full I was and she gave me the tsk look..

Saying why I finished it all and never leave some for her when she was the one who said I could finish it all myself!

Always so contradicting -.-

JELLYFISH! <3

It isnt a real sushi place so don't expect much selection la huh..
=D

I love my mom..
Don't you? ^.*

TO DO LIST with BBya!

PICNIC
DIG CLAMS
IRON MAN2 (booked tix alr)
YAKUN BREAKFAST
SWENSEN ICE CREAM
CHEESE PRATAs~

("v")

 

Entry 342: A lil perv in 21st century girls

What makes a perv? To be touchy or giving you the oh-give-it-to-me face?

I think I'm not making sense with what I wanna say. =X
Was browsing through some blogs again and as always, I love to admire just how photogenic they can be and how great they look in real too.

There are lotsa pretty and petite girls out there.
There are some tall and gorgeous ladies out there.
There are a few who is alluring on the outside and attractive on the inside.

I love looking and pause to look a lil longer at females who are pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute..

I'm absolutely NORMAL. Cos this is the 21st century girls. Surveyed and concluded that majority of the girls now are more keen to watch other girls passing by on the streets etc. Of course, not like we don't set our eyes on guys but maybe a real hunk will be the spotlight in our eyes. Or at least mine.

But what's a hunk ? Just with the looks? Or maybe some handsome dudes like those depicted in drama with good personality and who will stay faithful and come from a well-off family background be a hot topic? Pardon my sentence structure cos I can't bother to rephrase it xD

Anyway, I'm just a lil bored to be typing this. Ignore if you're occupied (:

Entry 341: Goodnight Earth.

Nothing big is happening in my life. I don't wish anything dramatic to happen either.

I want a peaceful yet happy living.. All I ever wanted is something simple.

Was down with running nose then flu the whole day.. Feeling much much better now.. at least running nose has stopped! =D

4more days and I'll be seeing my MAN! wooots~

Resting early now...

Entry 340: Finalized.

Groupings have been confirmed. Decided to gve it a try cos either way I'm just gonna be facing the pressures. Either group won't make me feel at any ease too.

Back at BBya's house now.. was kinda pissed off cos I hafta leave my house to come back here for some minor things. But it's over now. Back already, no matter how much I grumble ain't gonna turn back time >.<

I'm so full now! Shared a whole plate of sweet and sour fish with my mom, ate fruits and drank plenty of water! Rotting in his room. Haven't been back this early since school starts. Partly, to avoid all the misses and four walls xD

I've nothing to blog now. Goodbye.

Entry 339: Third day of school.. Before it commences..

In the eyes of the people in this world I'm born
I stood firm and stable
Nothing obstructed my view
And I thought the worst will never be that hard to cope with

Til today I realise
That no matter what is to come
I always told myself to balance even if it's too risky
But then, I'm on the verge to defeat

I'm still going with the flow
Cos I can't seem to figure out who are my allies
Right at the moment right at this place I stand
Is it at the peak yet? Or has climax yet to come?

I'm thinking and worrying far too much
Am I? Or am I just getting myself prepared?
Please don't tell me what I should do, how I should react.
I take things seriously even if I don't express.

Yet who is here to stand side by side with me?
We don't always find someone who is experiencing something similar as you
And regardless how hard you try to empathise
You can never truly understand cos look at you, you are not going through what I am

Take a minute or half an hour to reflect upon yourself, people.
Perhaps, this is karma.

Entry 338: First day of school again. And then the next.. What's more?

Met 奶妈, Yuki @ Clementi after first day of school.

 Ate and decided to bus down to lucky plaza after walking around and around looking for post office at clems yet to no avail xD

Excuse to go there too! xP

I'm actually trying to show u peeps my sunburn mark caused by my specs!

Went to Jas's mom's pre-birthday celebration at Marsiling CC!

Her mom. She is a great cook!

And a good singer plus all thanks to her, 奶妈 and I got free k session! xD

Her friend made durian cake for her and it was yummilicious! *drools*

It was a sinful night cos of the amount of intake.. haha..

And I've learnt not to underestimate an auntie's party. Though a lot of hokkie gua (song)

but most of them sang well with the intonation and stuff..

And OMFG the more than 2minutes BIRTHDAY SONG!

lols.. never sang that long.. that high..

haha damn cool I swear!

Second day of school started with a lil mischievious monkey!

School isn't that great and comfortable anymore.

Why don't I look forward to it like I had always been despite saying "oh gosh holiday is over"?

There was a group activity in class today and honestly, I felt really lost for a moment.

But I had to be that thickskin cos no one is gonna come up to me.

I know I'm not elaborating and explaining enough that is why many couldn't much comprehand and understand what I'm going through as I'm typing it down here.

Now, there is this project group issue.

And I have to go to school an hour earlier tomorrow to meet two of my classmates who wanna talk to me about the groupings cos it concerns me.

Honestly speaking, I am scared.

Oh ya, whatever. How old am I you might say..

But the truth is, I've never been through all these shit.

I've learnt how emotional I could be when it comes to trying and not getting even the least in return.

Don't tell me you give without expecting anything in return and that is call love.

Ya, it could be but in my scenario, it isn't this case of effort and no returns thingy.

BBya is not around to give me that warm comforting hug. Felt really terrible.

Yet how many could feel those anxiety, fear and unbalanced emotions behind that smile I wear on my face?

I'm tired. I thought I could just pull through since it is already the last year..

I have to be strong in school especially class cos the only one who could ever listen to my heartfelt words and deep feelings has left my personal life.

She is no longer the one I look for when troubles seem to grey my days..

I miss those days.

But I know it's long over.. and it just cant get back to the same anymore.

Pretty pessimistic? Nah.. Just being realistic.

Oh well.. I shall just trudge on and wait til the day I can no longer hold on myself.

Maybe by then.. I would have been worn out by all the cruelty of humanity.

But I know I would have learnt much much more than anyone else who never ever go through the same as I do.

I'm not the most blissful one

Neither am I the worst..

...

Anyways, just bought two packets of mask to keep my face from worsening..

It's quite nice.. hooked on to ears plus lifting purpose..

Doesn't feel sticky after unmasking..!

It's definitely worth (:

 

p.s. Friendships mean nothing if they aren't accepting and true.