Entry 439:I just don't understand.

Before you read this.. Please understand I'm just lamenting upon the safety of this beloved country I live in. I don't mean to change any mindsets (if I do, of course that will be awesome) but I'm just voicing out from my heart.. how it feels to visualize every single things that have happened.

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Supposedly we should be the lowest crime rates country, Singapore.

A home we call our own, free from natural disaster like Tsunami, Earthquake, Volcano eruption, Flood, Typhoon...

But my dear boys and girls, men and women, what has gotten to us? What has turn many of us into such vengeful souls and beings??

Where are the values? Where is the love? Where is the slightest consideration for the heartache of people of the innocent's and your loved ones?

People see you kill, slash, hit, kick.. Your loved ones see the side of you that they never ever wanted to view. Have you.. Have you started recalling and recollecting all the scenes that you played? The criminal, culprit, the murderer...

Youngsters, older generations, any age groups.. Won't you be sensible enough to look back at what you've done? The pain you've inflicted.. Believe this, Karma.

Karma happens in every ways. We all know. It doesn't have to be on our own.. It could be a next generation or your loved ones.. The one you love the most - your mom, dad, brother, sister, girlfriend, boyfriend, wife, husband..

Believe it.. Cos it WILL happen. 报应不需要预言

We live this life just once. Once in a lifetime, your story ended with - I killed someone who then will never ever see the beauty and taste the joy of "happily ever after". Maybe, you were aspired to be a life teacher - to educate the world that humanity is not kind and that ending will never be true.

All I can say, you have possibly led a sad life.

Cos you think you can be THE person to teach the world of its cruelty (No, you are not immortals)

Cos you think you are the reaper summoned deep within (Bullshit! I think you watch too much tv.)

Cos you think you are the leader of the gang you should lead by example (What kind of example is this?)

Cos you think you want to be worshipped (Hell NO.)

Cos you think fights are really what you want to do (I think you have reflected the wrong way.)

For people who cry out to this world about things such as, 

"My girlfriend bastard me with another guy!"

"My fucking parents are controlling me like some freak!"

"My boyfriend ditched me for some bitch!"

"That asshole just stared at me!"

"CB! (for blogging purpose, no offence) He si beh xia lan sial!" <-Most common eh!

You hated these people and wanted to let them have a taste of your fist or "powers". If you have the kind of "adrenaline rush" (I won't say guts cos gut smells of shit, if you get what I mean. If you don't ask.. Don't misinterpret), you might pick up a weapon of any kind and give that person a big whack.. one that could even be fatal.

If you see yourself loving the pleasure to see someone in pain.. you should know that is sadistic. If you get angry and are easily agitated and would tend to "aggro" then you might want to review how well is your anger management.

I'm not saying you're sick. But this is something we can change with treatments (with an opened mind) to be someone better than you've ever thought you could be!

Hearing the news, looking at the photographs.. it stabs me right in the heart.

We know what we were taught in preschools are not what we would eventually see when we grow up. But it is something we should be mindful not to fall into the steps of those defiants.

There is so much in life.. Please.. just let gangsterism be a part of you that tells you "brothers are here" but not physically.

You can hang out together in a large group. Enjoy the nights with alcohol and blasting music. Hook up a few chics at the club who willingly gave you their numbers.. Enlarge your social circles for good sake.. They are all just fine. You can go for one night stand by all means (as long as you don't get caught by your bf/gf/wife/husband). You can have so many flings, you can't count with two hands..

As long as you live. Cos all the above.. one day, when that someone who is gonna be so significant came into your life, you would know your past has been too hurting and you would be someone better for him/her sake.

Please.. just please.. we are all but humans.. You can discriminate, be racist, but please.... let death comes in the way we could accept. Illness, unexpected car accidents.. Not suicide, not murders..

Please people.. you are special to someone or everyone around you. Don't take this precious life of others nor rip this dependent image of you that others have..Please..