I'm gonna be ok, without you.
No, nothing about relationship.
Or maybe, partially?
I've this emptiness (probably loneliness) creeping up on and off..
Or am I being too demanding or hungry for companion?
I just felt like.. what has gotten to me?
My social network is not expanding.
I feel comfortable sticking to friends I know
Yet I wanna be more engaged socially with people I don't previously know.
I'm bored, perhaps..with this comfort zone
So comfortable that it makes me wanna run away from it.
...
Yesterday, while BOYFRIEND and I were resting our legs at the sofa outside the arcade..
I held the phone in my hand ..
Staring blankly at that ever-so-quiet phone..
Then it sounded!
Excitedly I looked..BOYFRIEND texted me -.-"
hahah.. instantly put on a smile cos she wrote:
"Hi you missing me? :D"
Oh.. how nice ^^
Yet, I'm still waiting.
No idea what am I waiting for..
Feels like waiting aimlessly, endlessly..
No longer any messengers I will be longing to hear from.....
Is my life getting too monotonous for me to take??
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