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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Entry 356: Some fears you have to face..

Bewilderment
To a ground you never thought you will get that close to
Mystified
By every sharp stab it returns for each single smile

You turned your head to where you heard the most soothing voice
You looked into his eyes and your heart seems to say you could
Then you closed your eyes to think for that few moments
You opened and revealed the most inner secrecy you held for so long

At that point of confession, you broke down
You thought you should be feeling less
Yet the escalation of emotions and fears hit you too hard, so hard..
Like an unforeseen car accident that bangs you right into your body
Shattered bones within

You were rushed to the hospital
Even resurrection was done on the journey there
Time, it seems to start ticking so loudly
Sounded as if rushing you to pack your things and go

You persuaded your heart to prepare for worst
Yet when the worst hits you
Dumbfounded still
You can't imagine

You turned to see who is the one grabbing your hands so tightly
You saw him uttering words
Yet you couldn't hear neither could you read his lips
You cried for you can no longer understand those whispers

Tears, streaming..
Questioned the one you believe to have protected you
He is so high above, you can't hear the answers
Unattainable

This is life.
The never-ending Q&A
No matter which lot you pray for, you just can't deny sometimes, they just give you a peace of mind
But the worst.. is still.. unexpected.




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