Entry 245: Train of Thoughts

I don't know why

Those images that I come across

Stay

I don't know why

Those reflections I did

Haunt

I don't know why

Those alerts about time

Jolt

I don't know was it because I've had enough of losses

I began to reflect too much

Fear too much

Afraid that time is never enough for me to tell everyone I love them

I've watched 2012

I've watched Autism: The Musical

I've watched others read others

Heard others see others

I feel so much

So much that I can't bear

Just because we know one would only cherish after losing

We thought we could really appreciate the presence of everyone and everything around us

But look around you

How many of you fall into temptations again and again?

How many of you begged for forgiveness for major mistakes again and again?

Just look at yourself..

This train of thoughts keep running in my mind

I can't stop them

I can't stop my fears

Even if the end of time is really here

I won't deny I haven't had enough

I just wish.. ...