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What you failed is what makes you learn..

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Entry 374: It is that disappointing without you.


Sometimes, that flash is too bright and it forces you to blink
But remember, the moments never blink. They are there. And forever will.

有时,我觉得我们就像是个分不开的连体婴
怎么也离不开对方

也许就因为离不开所以开始渐渐要求多了
希望每次心里想的都是对方也同意的
可是好多好多的失望
让两人都觉得有些疲惫了

终于尝试了挣开彼此的依赖
尝试去实现心里想做的
虽然达不到一百分的完美
单希望他是快乐的

Just a plan, yet again, changed.
I can't deny how disappointed I was
Perhaps, I really have been giving too much
giving in to his request when I have my own desires

I thought I could be selfish to keep things according to what was promised.
But the disagreements soon lead to that I don't wish to.
I went out without him
Headed to town to meet Yuki奶妈
Walked aimlessly.
Mind wandering off though I was smiling and chatting.

Kept thinking how nice it would be if he was there with me.
That was what I really wanted, isn't it?
But he wasn't
He don't think the same.

Met up late night to watch Despicable Me with him, and two other friends.
Though he did bring me to movie, that wasn't what I wanted.

Is it.. that I shouldn't ask for too much?
Even when this much doesn't seem demanding at all to me
They are only occasionally, am I asking for more than I should?
I really wonder..





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