Entry 472: Ugly facts about me.. Come clean, I have nothing to hide.

In case some people feel that I'm trying to HIDE my past.. I'm never so.
I can boldy say all the bad deeds I've done before.. and how ugly as a person I am.
From my appearance to my deepest inner self..

When I speak up for anyone, I really mean it.. Cos I lOVE that person.
When I voice out, I don't intend to hide anything but I just want to try to let anyone else who is going to be implicated by my past to live a better life.

So.. here goes.. I'll list as many as I can..

1) I was involved in an online assault by blogging a girl who used to be my 'close' friend. It was in a spite of things that she had done which made some of us disgusted.

2) I took my sis's clothes and other stuffs since young and most of the time, without her permission.

3) I lied to my mom about staying back in school during Primary school years and went to the playground to play.

4) I stole things and was caught. Yes, brought back to the police station.

5) I was molested.

6) I was being followed more than once.

7) I do refute my parents or other adults when my opinions dont get heard.

8) I am no longer a virgin. (If u're going to harp on this, I think u must be deprived of sexual satisfaction.)

9) I depend on make-up to be prettier cos I'm just not that good-looking under cosmetics.

10) I have very little brows and looked horrible when my face is naked. But I had embroidery so it's better now,

11) I snapped 'indecent' photos of myself (not naked) but I was reprimanded by people who care about me.
12) I was very into knowing more guys when I was in lwer secondary. (the period you start to get involved in BGR)

13) I slit my wrist times before. (Nothing proud)

14) I remembered vaguely that I wanted to step on another young kid when I was in preschool.. Or below pri 2.

15) I do belittle people. And I believe there are people who think Im just as inferior. Im totally fine with it (:

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